This is making me feel uncomfortable

Um... Remember how I said I'm dumping the John/Karkat ship? Today I listened to Downtime, the fan mix of their respective battle theme, Showtime and Showdown. I fell in love with that music. By themselves, Showtime and Showdown are a bit... bland to me. But once mixed into Downtime it feels much more well-rounded and complete.

So yeah, now I'm shipping their battle themes. Showtime/Showdown. Which doesn't make sense as they aren't even characters. They are not even exactly leitmotifs. They are freaking battle themes. And their child music, Downtime, isn't even an official music.

Showtime <3 Showdown!

/facepalm